Birth stories

How to have a baby in hospital

Here is a series of conversations myself and lovely doula Jenna Rutherford (the minimalist doula) had on the subject of having a baby - getting ready; knowing what to expect; finding comfort. In total it's a long listen, but see it as having a sit-down and a coffee with us. Or else you could take us with you for a walk...We made it to support parents during the corona crisis. But what we share and talk through, is relevant all day and always. Listen, let it settle, take what you need to pave your pathway...

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Alice's story - Lucia's birth


Having a third baby was a very positive decision for us, but we also couldn’t quite believe it when I got pregnant! Despite being horrendously ill in the first weeks and losing 4kg, I was still classed as high risk as my BMI was just over 30, which meant ob-gyn led care. This led the way for stress after stress with the pregnancy and really this is what this story is about – finding the way forward as a pregnant woman and as a family when you are being pushed in directions you don’t want to go.

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Klara's story

I woke up with Braxton hicks contractions. That's what they felt like. It was 7am. We had a lovely last breakfast as a family of three. I
had lots of energy, so I cleaned the kitchen and then at 10am, I went to a yoga class, and my husband took our three year old daughter to soft play.

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Jenny's story

I am so incredibly grateful to Tell Me A Good Birth Story and the three wonderful ladies who shared their experiences with me in the build up to my second daughter's birth.

I think it's safe to say my first daughter's birth was quite a difficult experience. I'd had to be induced because I had gestational diabetes; a lot of things went wrong and we ended up requiring pretty much every intervention in the book. Thankfully, my daughter and I were both okay in the end but when it came to facing giving birth again, I was gripped by real fear. I knew it wasn't rational but I simply couldn’t imagine the second labour playing out differently to the first - and yet I also knew that this fear was potentially the biggest block to achieving the more positive birth I longed for.

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Soonita's story

During my pregnancy with my first daughter, Serena, I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes, which I now understand was a mistake, as the third blood test for the GTT was taken almost half an hour early causing that result to be high.

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Zoe's story - Levi's birth

A horrendous first birth experience left me really down and doubtful of my abilities as a mother (continuous foetal monitoring, stuck on my back, failed epidural, ventouse, forceps and ending in postpartum hemmorhage). 3 years on I knew my second birth would have to be different....

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Suzanne's story - giving birth to twins at home

We found out we were expecting twins, our third and fourth babies at an early pregnancy scan at 7 weeks (which I was offered due to a miscarriage three months earlier). To say we were shocked is an understatement - it took several weeks for the news to sink in, and emotions ranged from horror to excitement as I had 3 year old and 2 year old boys already. The prospect of four under five was very daunting!

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Madeleine's birth stories - Tom and Rachel's births

I had my son Tom in the Midwife led unit at Queen Charlotte's. While my early phase labour was long the birth itself was hugely positive.

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Jemma's story - Everley's birth at home

I'm never quite sure whether it's my birth story or Everley's as she really was the one who was born. On the day my 8lb 1oz baby girl came into the world she took us (well most people) by surprise.

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Jenny's story - Nell's birth in water and a great 'birth wishes' letter for midwives

Monday evening 10.30pm I felt a pop in my groin. With my first birth I can’t remember my waters breaking so didn’t know the sensation...so I googled..as you do! I had had lots of Braxton Hicks for two weeks so I thought she’d be early.

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Rebekah's VBAC story



I delivered my daughter Hannah by emergency c-section in 2016 and although I don’t consider her birth a negative experience (I dilated quickly and felt completely calm and at peace in theatre), it did leave me feeling slightly apprehensive when I fell pregnant again in 2017 as I worried I was unable to give birth naturally.

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Marie's story


When I first got pregnant I was totally convinced I'd either have a c section or at the very least an epidural. I went to my first birth class on the wonderful NHS when I was about 8 weeks. I found out a few of my options in terms of where I could give birth and the type of medication available.

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Katie's story - Noah's birth


As the proud owner of 'childbearing hips', I'd never considered the possibility of an assisted birth...surely my baby would just glide out, right?

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Jemma's story - getting ready for a straightforward birth


I'm 35 years old, I recently had my second daughter Imogen three weeks ago, my first daughter Olivia was born just over two years ago.

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Vicky's story - Cerys' birth

This was my first pregnancy and I went into it by doing what I often doing when heading into something unknown - by reading and researching as much as possible. I found out about the the importance of being in a calm and comfortable place to give birth. As well as realising it would help the birth by encouraging oxytocin to flow, I knew being in my own calm space would also help with the anxiety I can experience. I felt giving birth at home would be a good environment, all the while that was working for us.

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Maggie's story - Scarlett's birth

It was around 6am on a Sunday morning that I suddenly woke and realised my waters had broken. This was after only three hours of sleepas I had been up half the night reading a baby book (obviously!) and five days before the estimated due date.

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How do I know I'm in labour?

How will I know I am in labour? The ways this question usually gets answered leave women out of the loop. Definitions offered are misleading at best, disempowering at worst - and so so often, result in feelings of confusion and uncertainty. On the day itself, a kind of helplessness.

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The Internal Pharmacy - Nature's Helping Hand

It's hard in our mostly secular culture to understand or believe that birth bestows gifts of deep knowing and awareness on a labouring mother.
I recently crossed paths with an extraordinary Russian doula and she talked of this moment. How we know it and see it and even feel it as doulas, by simply holding the mother's hand in just that second, when the full force of life itself tips over and down through the mother's body.

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Why is birth so hard now?

There is a lot of hurt and trauma around the subject of giving birth and sharing stories and experiences is a way to have that pain heard.
The mistake made by huge numbers of pregnant women is to become convinced that such complications are just the way of it. That by default, birth is difficult, fraught, unpredictable, and overwhelming.

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Informed Consent

At your 41 week appointment or sometimes even earlier, you are likely to be told that you need to be booked in for an induction because going passed your due date increases the risk to your baby.

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Caesarean re-imagined

You'd think, wouldn't you, that a mother would feel a bit the worse for wear after three days of intense and erratic labour. And when it arrives at a point, where the only way to go is a caesarean, distressed maybe. Done in.

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Kara's story - Betsy's birth

To prepare for the birth of our first baby my husband Geoff and I went on a hypnobirthing course and the resulting birth was such a formative experience it spurred me on to train as a KG hypnobirthing teacher. During my teacher training I found out I was pregnant again. How’s that for timing?! Christmas 2017 my training was put to the ultimate test with the birth of Betsy. What follows is a story which could have been very different, but thankfully the stars aligned.

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Breastfeeding - getting good support

When a woman decides not to breastfeed, there is no need, at all, to justify that decision. It is her body, her baby, and what feels right for her, cannot be wrong. But having that choice made for her, thanks to poor support, or her efforts being undermined by other people, or the general consensus (only 23% of babies in the UK are exclusively breastfed at six weeks) - that is something else altogether.

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When waters break prematurely...

This message came from a mother whose waters had been broken for over 24 hours, but thanks to accurate information and excellent midwife support, knew her options.

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When You Meet With A Difficult Moment...

Sometimes birth gets complicated. Truly. Biologically. Not because of disturbance or less-than-ideal-conditions.

Contractions can slow and stall, or alter in feeling, leaving the mother despondent and even desperate - and the most usual cause for this is the baby's position.

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Why does the media send just one message about childbirth?

The level of media ignorance about physiological childbirth is reaching properly shocking proportions.
Whether magazine, tv or radio, the messages that get pumped out are universally negative and. usually misleading.

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Kezia's story - a fourth baby

This was my third labour, fourth baby (twins second time) and my first time going into labour spontaneously. I was 40+4 but two days early by my dates. A good friend had shared much of the good advice a doula had given her in her second pregnancy and, after two births with more interventions than I’d hoped for, I was really excited about the prospect of a birth centre delivery.

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Mary-Anne's story - Molly's birth

Molly was welcomed into the world at 11.16pm at 41 + 5 days at a lovely weight of 3.56. She is absolutely delicious.

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Listen to your body's instructions

I was at a birth at the weekend where progress was hard to read. There'd been no vaginal examinations as there'd been no need - the mother could feel the changes for herself but the contractions themselves were confusing - seemingly short and uncoordinated - and to the eye and ear, nothing altered for some time.

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Asta's story

When I was pregnant and used to get asked at which hospital I was going to give birth, I would tell people I intended to give birth at home and the response was always the same – you are so brave. But my reply was always – I think you are so brave. To me hospital, where there was so little chance of me getting what I needed to give birth, felt like the more frightening option.

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Esther's story - Clementine's birth

On Saturday 24thMarch I felt heavy and sick and couldn’t get out of bed. I had a feeling this was my body’s way of getting me prepared for birth - it had to shut down and rest in order for me to have the energy I needed for labour.

That night at 2am, the contractions started, it felt like period pains, which I remember thinking was strange as I’d not had those kind of twinges in nearly a year. I didn’t do anything as they werent powerful enough for me to be fully awake. Plus I had told myself these could go on for days so it was best to chill and ride them out.

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Laurie's story - Leo's arrival and a positive induction

One thing I'd like to share - I'd loved the idea of giving birth in the spa-like birthing suite, but as I was being induced that wasn't an option. But having gone through the experience I can honestly say birth was so intense and internalised, I didn't have any concern for where I was or any sense it was impacting on my mood and I ended up giving birth in a weird overspill room with all the lights on! So, if you are facing the same situation, don't panic, your body and you, can absolutely do it!!

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Why Mel loves labour

I hate the feeling of going into labour - the early stage, when things are just gearing up. I much prefer active labour and in fact welcome it.

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Vaginal examinations - your choice

When a mother arrives in hospital and is contracting, a vaginal examination is offered as standard.
Midwives depend on the information gathered - how dilated the cervix is found to be - as a reliable measure of progress.

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Leaning in labour

Take a look at this picture. See how the mother leans...

Gravity is always a great advantage in labour. The baby can more easily move down and contractions are more powerful when your body and baby are working together, in the same direction.

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Becky's signposts for active labour

I have given birth twice, most recently 8 weeks ago, at home. My first was at a midwife- led unit, but for both births I was in water, and I have positive memories of each one.

For me I knew I was in labour because of having very strong contractions. I would describe them as very strong cramps that increase in intensity and then fade.

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Abigail's story - Marley's birth

All of this is precious and personal and part of me wanted to not share it and keep the whole experience secret and sacred.

But I don’t want to be part of the hushed perfect picture of birth/motherhood.

Birth is absolutely amazing and not talking about the details and process is missing out half the joy!

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Jacki's story - Jojo's birth

My first born was born at 35 weeks. So I was nervous and relieved to get past 35 weeks in this pregnancy and delighted to get to 37 weeks. I had convinced myself that JoJo would be born around 37 weeks so by the time I got to my due date I’d been waiting over a month and was really wondering if/when my body would kick start labour.

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Lauren's story - Thea's birth

After having a text book induction with our eldest daughter Grace, induced at term +10 and being pumped with drugs and hormones for 3 days she finally arrived after being dragged out by forceps. With our next pregnancy we knew we wanted a different experience as it took me a long time to recover physically, and even longer psychologically. ...

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Suzanne's story - a third baby

Tues 27th: Packed orders at barn after ridiculous bank holiday sale, had lots of strong Braxton hicks, think turning to proper contractions later in the day. Timed at about 10-13 mins apart. Continued at home and got stronger through the night. Took forever to get to sleep and had to breathe through contractions and keep swapping sides to be comfy.

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Connie's story - Elliot's healing birth

My story is a little unusual...

My first child, my daughter, was born in a midwifery led unit in 2012 and all went well. Admittedly my labour lasted a very long time and hospitals make me very anxious (the likely reason for said length!). But at that time I didn’t have the courage to request a home birth...it felt so culturally “swimming upstream” even though in my heart it felt right for me.

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Adele's birth at home after a first caesarean

When I fell pregnant with my second (which took a long time so we were so very happy when it happened) I knew I wanted a VBAC. I assumed it would be in hospital but through a series of interactions I signed up with my local home birth team, probably the best decision I made.

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Annie's story - two different births in the same positive way

Evie’s labour, the first, was 5 hours start to finish. I went into labour as I was going to bed one night, at 40+3. Progressed very quickly, despite protests from my mum that first births tend to take a lot longer. She was born 6lb12 and I thoroughly enjoyed the whole experience. It was calm, I had my partner and mum there too, as well as my sister and brother asleep upstairs. I got to eat and drink when I felt like it and felt comfy in my own home. Straight after we weighed her and she had her first feed, I had a shower and we all went to bed.

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Ruth's story - Luna's birth

It was such an amazing experience, my birth, but at the same time so ordinary. Everything felt so normal except that I was giving birth. But then giving birth is normal isn't it? That’s one of the great things women can do...we birth babies and then time carries on.

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Kaylee's story - Torben's birth

I'm so pleased to be able to share the story of my beautiful second baby's birth. I hope it will help any second time mums who are worried about giving birth again. My first baby's birth was a traumatic experience for all involved. After a lovely straightforward pregnancy, I was induced at 40+12 due to being "overdue" (although I realised as I was preparing for my second birth that this is still a normal length for a pregnancy!) My first birth ended up being very medicalised and a million miles from what I had hoped for.

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Claire's story - Matilda's birth

She was placed on my chest and we stayed together in the warm water for sometime before my husband cut the umbilical cord. We got out and were carefully guided to the sofa which was protected with towels. Matilda had her first of many feeds on the sofa meanwhile Carly delivered my placenta and checked me for tears. Fortunately I didn't need any stitches and I was ready for tea and toast while Carly and Lizzie wrote up my notes.

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Chloe's fast birth

I had a very positive first labour in a midwife led unit 2 years ago, after attending a face-to-face hypnobirthing course. This time I did a digital course as a refresher (the positive birth company) and it was one of the main reasons I started to consider a homebirth this time around. One of the best decisions I’ve ever made.

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Jane's story - Thomas' birth

I am mother to four children. My first son was born in hospital and the subsequent three were born at home, in water. In this birth story I am going to talk about my most recent birth because it’s the closest to my personal ideal of birth and the preparation and planning came about as a culmination of my previous experiences.

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Naomi's story

When things began with my second labour, I had mild cramps throughout the course of the day, and I was home with my two-year old. I lent in doorways and on kitchen surface/furniture in between playing with him. He asked me what I was doing at one point and I said I have a special pain in my tummy as the baby is getting ready to come. For me, giving birth is an intimate life event, so to have him there at this point, all felt quite natural and normal.

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Camelie's story

I have had 3 home water births with amazing midwives by my side each time.
My first home birth, I did a lot of research, lots of documentaries and such to prepare. I rented a birthing tub from a local doula, we set it up in our living room (just under the window air conditioner) as I was due in mid-August.

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Karen's story

My daughter Olivia Rose was born at home as planned. From the very beginning I knew I wanted a homebirth. I knew that would be where I would feel most comfortable and in control. I wanted it to be as peaceful as possible, no interventions, no unnecessary examinations and no time pressure. I prepared by keeping fit and active and using the Gentlebirth app throughout my pregnancy.

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Helen's story - Bertie's birth

I am very blessed to have given birth to 3 beautiful boys. Each birth has been different in its own ways, but all really positive experiences and pretty straight forward too.

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Mary's story - Nino's birth

Nino was born 5 days after his due date. I’d also gone into labour at 40+5 with my first baby (although due to a long labour she was born at 41 weeks) so I felt like I’d known he’d come that day.

First time around was not a positive experience and I was very conscious of trying to ensure things were different this time, though also aware that some things would be out of my control.

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Chaya's story

At 7.20am the doorbell went and Simon went to greet my midwife Joy. I could hear them talking in the hallway. ‘Why isn’t she coming to see me?’ I thought, immediately followed by the thought and reminder that she wasn’t coming to see me because everything was fine. I felt so relaxed. So safe. So calm.

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Georgie's story - a VBAC at home

When we found out we were expecting number two, the excitement quickly gave way to anxiety about the birth, as our first experience had not been a terribly good one…

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Cat's story - Wyatt's birth

"He has a huge head," were the words that set the tone for the second half of my easy low-risk pregnancy. The sonographer who said this hadn't meant to cause alarm and who knows how much alarm was appropriate from this measurement of a scan that are notorious for being wildly out of whack with what is actually going on inside the womb.

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Alice's story - Elvis' birth

Alice knew, she absolutely could feel for herself that her contractions though powerful weren't productive. She knew what she should have been feeling once labour real was underway because she'd learned about it. Growing change, her baby moving down, increasing pressure and intensity. Most of all a sense of resolution with each wave. And she didn't.

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Contraction Apps - the route to a really long birth

Contraction timers and apps have been around a while. But recently, they've come to feel like a prerequisite. I can understand how they seem like a useful tool, an enabling choice, but I'm counselling caution.

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what is gentle birth?

Hypnobirthing is a powerful tool. I love the way it installs confidence, helps people to listen to their body, and know many skilled teachers who’ve altered people’s experience of pregnancy and birth entirely.
What I‘m not such a fan of is hypnobirthing that uses overly pain-avoidant birth language.

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Katie's story - Pia's birth

Although I had a really positive c-section (breech presentation) with my son, I was keen to experience labour and go for a vbac second time around.

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Charlotte's story - Musa's birth

My youngest boy with his wit, his clear direct communication, and outrageous laughter, surprises me every day. Perhaps this should be no surprise to me, given his birth story which was full of surprise. Here is the story in full for you to enjoy.

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Emily's story - Willow's birth

Baby Willow came into the world on 29th March, 2019 at precisely 9.32am.

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Bethan's story - Elsie's birth

It’s natural to have doubts about whether you can have a VBAC, and I had doubts all the way through. Today though, I can honestly say it was one of the proudest moments of my life. I listened to my body and did everything I could to support myself in the way I felt I needed.

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Chloe's positive births - hospital and home

I learned hypnobirthing as a way to avoid panic during labour. I like feeling in control, and I was afraid that the unpredictability of labour (when it would start, how long it would go on for, what it would feel like etc.) would cause me to spiral into anxiety, and make the whole experience really unpleasant.

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Julia's story - a birth at home following two caesareans

I couldn’t help but being in awe with what the female body – my body – was capable of and witnessed with fascination the intricate processes that I had only read about. With the next push the body slid out and I caught my baby and put her on my chest, looking at her with disbelief.

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Katie's story - Jacob's birth

I was nervous about the birth of my first baby from the moment I found out I was pregnant and those nerves came and went in waves throughout pregnancy. At times I would read a book about natural birthing or listen to hypnobirthing positive affirmations and feel great; whilst other times all the worries would flood back in. I did pregnancy yoga and an “active birthing workshop”, which definitely helped me feel prepared and like I could just take it bit by bit.

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Is birth really so uncertain?

End of pregnancy has come to feel uncertain and agitating. It didn't used to be. It's recent, largely caused by the routine volte face made by UK maternity care when mothers reach nine months.

For eight months, care for healthy women is composed, calm, appropriately hands-off, only to jump out with a big BOO! at the end.

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What does a woman NEED to labour comfortably?

A woman recently told me about the birth of her first baby on the phone.

'There was this moment, it stays with me because I can't really explain it or understand it...,' she said. 'My waters had broken and I was being induced. I was put on an antenatal ward, and left, on a bed, behind a curtain, listening to people eating fried chicken and chatting.

'It was awful, all this ordinary 'stuff' going on around me, when I was feeling so much pain. The contractions were getting stronger, and stronger, until it became what I can only call, unbearable. It was so intense...

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Natasha' story - a positive first birth

It became more and more intense and then before long, there was a change and I was pushing the baby out. I had brought lots of nice relaxing things with me (led tea lights, scented oil etc) but found I only wanted simplicity - my husband's hand and calming music.

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Unconditional love

I sat on a park bench yesterday with a mother I'd supported in January and her baby boy, now six months.
'I love him,' she said. 'I love him in a way I can't describe.'
I knew what she meant. Remembered what she meant. Could see plain on her face the confounding, completing first encounter with unconditional love.

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Amanda's story - a positive first birth in hospital

They put lavender oil on a cotton ball in a cup for me to take in as I breathed. My husband sat next to me the entire time, holding my hand and encouraging me.

After a while the contractions became so strong, and I wasn't trying to push. My body just took over and pushed involuntarily.

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Angharad's two very different birth experiences

The 7th May 2019... the most empowering day of my life. My biggest ever achievement. The day that's changed me, hopefully for good, and proven to me that you really can achieve what you want, with the right attitude, support and determination.

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First time mums - A lesson to learn from

Almost always, second births are simpler than firsts. People put this down to the body having done it already…it having been tried and tested etc. But if that was the key, why is it so many women who've had previous caesareans, often involving a lot of trauma, also have a simple, wonderful time of it?
Something else comes into the mix, I’m sure – and that is that second time, women often take full and complete ownership of what is happening.
Now that they know, for themselves, that above all and everything it is they who have the deepest connection with the baby, a very whole understanding of what their body is doing, they let go to it in a way they may have not felt able to first time.

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Jenna's story - a positive birth despite gestational diabetes

In order to tell my positive birth story, you need to understand where my head was at when I first found out I was pregnant. I’d always known I wanted children, but saw the birth as a necessary evil to get to the end result. “Just take the drugs Jenna, you have a low pain threshold,” family members told me.

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Talk-Walks - a way to prepare for birth

If you've been supported by me, or read How to Have a Baby you'll know I believe confidence for birth can be 'grown' - nourished and watered by a handful of very simple, very common sense 'practices' in pregnancy.

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Emma's story - birth at home (with a diabetes diagnosis)

I had my third baby, Oakley, in November 2018. During my pregnancy I was diagnosed with GD and it led to an extremely stressful pregnancy.

The home birth was a wonderful, empowering, positive experience that was more than I could ever have hoped for.

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Petra's story - having a baby at home and why doula support works

I would like to share the news that I had my baby, Benjamin, last Wednesday and I had the most incredible birth with Lina (my doula). Everything you said about labour and birth is true!
I read your book - How to Have a Baby- and, as you suggest on the first pages, I did mark the most useful parts with a pencil. This was immensely helpful during the last couple of days, when I revisited some of the chapters as a manual/guide.

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Adi and Dani's story - Leoni's birth

The only thing I felt uncertain about leading up to my 36th week, is how I would know when to be ready to leave the comforts of my home and venture to hospital...just at the ‘right time’. I was confident in finding the flow and I so desperately wanted my wife and I to manage a smooth transition from home to hospital. The right book and hearing many beautiful positive birth stories turned out to give us all the answers we needed.

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Mo's story - a dad catches his daughter

As I stood back and held my baby girl in my hands for the first time I couldn’t help but think to myself...

Did that just happen?

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The final moment - how does birth feel?

How does birth feel, in just this moment? When a mother is just suspended there, in that all and everywhere.
See her thighs iron-strong, the soft give of her body as it releases with that final contraction.
Holding steady. Letting go. Opposite energies and yet the mother needing nothing.

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Emma's story - Rosa's birth

when we had our 14 week NHS scan, where your due date is set for your pregnancy, we were told our baby was due a week earlier. We didn’t think anything of it, but then at the 20 week scan we were told that our baby was small and the we would need monitoring throughout the pregnancy. On reflection this date was impossible as I was away on business the week we should have conceived. If our baby was due 15th October then our baby would be within the tolerances. Despite us saying this, it wasn’t really taken into consideration. Each scan was so stressful, we were constantly worrying if everything would be ok. After monthly scans we arrived at the 36 week scan and were advised by the consultant that we should be induced the following week as the baby was small.

At this time I reached out to tell me a good birth story following a recommendation from our hypnobirthing tutor, to hear some positive stories of induction and those that had small babies.

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Getting Comfortable in Labour...(as in really comfortable)

Getting comfortable in labour - I mean really comfortable - isn't something I find many pregnant women give much thought to.
Comforting the mind is crucial but being physically relaxed is equally key to a smooth labour.

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Reducing Uncertainty

I have been a doula for many years, I have supported hundreds and hundreds of mothers in birth and never yet have I heard ONE woman regret the decision to have a midwife come to them and from there, just SEE...

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Seek the facts

Birth for low risk women is very safe. This isn’t opinion. It’s not wimmin-wash. It’s ordinary biology. What evidence shows. Examine the Birthplace study, look to the World Health Organisation, call the Royal College of Obstetricians. Find a consultant and ask them yourself: ‘Is birth dangerous by default? Is labour likely to harm me and my baby?’ They will say no. For forty years, repeated studies have reached a consistent conclusion and a clinical consensus: for a healthy woman with a well grown baby, the physiological process of labour comes with very little risk.

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Amy's story - Elijah's birth

My birth was truly the best experience of my life. I would do it all over again! I did a regular yoga birth class with a teacher called Louisa Aldridge and this not only helped me to relax throughout my pregnancy but also taught me more about my body, and positions that I used throughout labour to be as comfortable as possible. I learned the importance of an active birth, using gravity to help and getting everything ‘open’ to give baby as much room as possible.

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Sami's baby is born at home

My official NHS-issued due date was the 11th, but due dates are a fat load of bullshit so I wasn’t super attached to this date, although I was getting uncomfortable to the point that I wouldn’t have minded Bean making her appearance then in the slightest. But the day came and went. I went to my midwife appointment that day and declined a sweep because there’s absolutely no evidence that they’re at all effective and because I knew that if the midwife attempted a sweep and ended up not being able to do it because I was closed for business, I would just get anxious and that definitely wouldn’t serve me well.

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Carla's positive induction

To manage the contractions I used a variety of techniques (from my experience as a sport psychologist), breathing, mindfulness, and self-talk mostly at this stage. After the first hour or two I started using gas and air (I did not realise this is not ‘pain relief’!) and started to use the screen with changing images of scenery in the room using some mindfulness techniques (such as focusing on a tree in the scene for the duration of the contraction), which helped to relief the pain. When I did not use any of the techniques and lost focus I really noticed the increase in pain.

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Emily's story - Caspar's birth at home

With one more push the body slipped out into the water and I reached down to catch, as did John... I remember saying “I did it! I did it!” to John as we both cried and stared in amazement at our baby, who we had just discovered was a boy! He was so calm and peaceful, he looked around as he laid quietly on my chest.

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Podcasts

Have a listen to these podcasts - they cover everything from what you need to give birth, coping and comfort, doulas, choices. Women's confidence around giving birth used to be drawn from other women - see these podcasts the same way. Experience, stories, handed-down wisdom...there's so much to learn and find out about...

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Dawn's story - Florence's birth

At about 1130 I got in the bath with some essential oils I loved, which was nice but also not nice as I wanted to be submerged and couldn’t get comfy. I had lots of surges in the bath and started to panic sometimes as they felt very strong, and I wondered if I would be able to do this. The up-breathing and FREYA’s music really kept me calm as I had practised lots in the bath during pregnancy.

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Taking proper pause

For a mother's body to recover, for milk to be made, energy is required. So why waste one speck of that precious currency on unnecessaries - on visitors, appointments and outings in the first six weeks? Why divert blood flow and vital warmth to anything other than your rebalancing body and growing baby?

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An organised labour - not a managed birth

An organised labour is a lot more effective than a managed birth...

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Jess' story - Francis' birth

When planning the birth I really wanted keep things flexible. Having never done it before I didn’t have a clue how my body would deal with it, nor how it would be for me, so I didn’t want to fixate on a certain plan.

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Su's positive birth

midwife arrived at 7.30pm and I was fully dilated. I was pretty zoned out but I remember my husband and daughter coming in and stroking my arm and saying lovely things as I breathed through surges. I felt like a really sturdy canoe in white water; completely safe but not in control of my body at all. The midwives were brilliant, topping the pool up and very respectful of our visual birth plan stipulation to be as hands off as possible.

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Is it time to TRIAGE triage?

I've always wondered how a transient, brightly-lit, interruptive environment could be an appropriate first space for someone arriving at hospital in labour - a person who will be navigating huge, new feelings; in profound need of soothing and reassurance; and given the aim is to give birth without hitch, physiologically requiring some very specific things (calm, quiet, privacy) to support hormonal flow. Look at the pictures - how can the setting on the right meet the feelings on the left?

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Delphine's beautiful birth

ll morning I laboured up to 10cm.... in and out of the pool twice, on my knees leaning over the bath with Kim massaging my back, going up & down stairs two at a time sideways in a squat whilst pausing to puff on gas & air... sitting on a chair, on the toilet... lay down on my side... it came to midday and I was fully dilated and started trying to push. I could feel the baby’s head at the end of my finger - she was so close!

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Abigail's story - Kit's birth

I had this moment of epiphany where I realised I controlled the speed at which things were unfolding. I could embrace what was happening or avoid it and have it drawn out. So I decided to embrace it.

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Emily's story - Neave's birth

It took a second to put two and two together – that I had just given birth to a real live human which we would have to take care of forever… The midwife reminded us to check whether we’d had a boy or a girl and we saw we’d had a daughter

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Lizzi's story - Phoebe's birth

I am a second-time mum and gave birth at home in the pool six minutes after the midwife arrived and with just two pushes! It was a wonderfully healing experience after a long and tricky first birth that ended with forceps and a pph two years ago. I'm hoping my story will be encouraging for anyone feeling uncertain about whether their bodies can do this - I loved reading birth stories at the end of my pregnancy. Maybe my story can now help you.

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Aine's story - Orla's birth

My first birth wasn’t traumatic but I didn't feel in control, He arrived at 41+6 after thirty hours of labour. I pushed for three hours in stirrups, purple pushing they call it don't they - and bonding took some time as a result of the epidural that I'd had. I also ended up in hospital for a couple of nights.
So this time, as I soon as I found out I was pregnant, I decided I wanted to do it differently and started talking to my husband about home birth.

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Bea's story

The midwives must have grabbed her and I collapsed back onto Jack, they passed her through my legs and onto my chest. I was in complete shock, she was covered in blood and vernex but alert, crying a bit but not screaming. I held her for a minute or two as she looked around then she made her way to my breast for a first feed.

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Doing Nothing

According to Goodhart’s Law (an economist’s metric but it applies perfectly) , ‘when a measure becomes a target, it ceases to be a good measure.’ And nowhere is this more apparent than in maternity care, where obtrusive measurement disables and discounts agency with attendant consequences: performance pressure; self-evaluation; self-awareness; disruption; disorientation; tension; inhibited hormonal flow; overlong labour; exhaustion; distress; medical interventions. In other words, the very opposite of predictable.
When care becomes control, when what is by nature, involuntary is made voluntary, you achieve not so much predictability as a predicament: over 40% of births resulting in an unexpected or emergency outcome, as is the situation in the UK now. *

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Debbie's healing birth

As my second pregnancy progressed, I found myself increasingly anxious about the birth. In spite of the preparation we'd done for the birth of our first baby - active birthing, yoga, hypnobirthing, relaxation practice, researching the evidence for various decisions I might need to make - it had been traumatic. It was long and ridden with disturbances and interventions, and had felt full of unproductive effort. Afterwards I was exhausted, shell shocked and disappointed. The crux of it was this: I didn't feel like I'd birthed my baby. Second time round, I really wanted it to be different.

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Aimee's births at home

So there in the living room we remained. Looking back I wish I'd stayed on the bed with all my pillows, in the dark but downstairs we now were ...

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Induction - what you need to know

Induction is an important issue these days - the rate has soared in recent years, 32% of labours now kick off clinically - so it felt good to go through it properly. What we mainly wanted to communicate was a thorough understanding of induction as a process, a pathway and a decision. There can sometimes be good reason to hasten a birth and bring labour on artificially but it is vital that that reason has a super-solid clinical basis (not just, well why not? let's get on with it) and that your own emotions/values/instincts play a vital part in the decision-making process too.
From a legal and ethical perspective, the risk assessment is yours to make - not your caregivers. Which means it is crucial that your choice to be induced is a fully informed one.

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Rachael's birth - continuity, safety, control

I decided that continuity of care was the greatest factor in a good birth experience, and happily, I found our wonderful independent midwife, Milly. With Milly, I could talk about the things I had read or heard, I could ask the stupid questions that came to me in the middle of the night, I could cry, or laugh, or talk about things OTHER than pregnancy (which in the depths of a pregnant lockdown was so important to me). She never promised me the home birth of my dreams - how could she? Neither of us knew what was to come! - but she came with the guarantee that nothing would ever be “done to me”, and as our friendship grew, I felt confident that if Milly recommended it, then that recommendation came from a place of love and knowledge.

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Kate's story - unexpected journeys and all sorts of joy

As I reflected on my birth experience I felt disappointed, and a bit cheated, that I hadn’t had the wonderful calm birth experience at home that I had planned. However, here is the positive bit. I do believe that by hanging on in there and weathering the stress and pressure from the medical staff, of going overdue I was able to have my daughter naturally, the way nature intended, via my vagina. I strongly suspect that if I had capitulated earlier to the induction process I would have ended up with an unnecessary caesarean. By waiting, and then being induced I at least gave myself the best chance of a vaginal birth, and also the possibility of having another, natural birth in the future.

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Cat's story - Rebel's unexpectedly spontaneous birth

I entered the labour room and climbed onto the bed on all fours. My contractions at this point didn't hurt, the sensation was an uncontrollable urge to push in my bottom and it felt like relief rather than the earlier contraction pain I had experienced. The golden morning sun was peeping through the blinds onto my face and I remember feeling so clear and calm and contented, not tired or in pain at all.

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Charlotte's story - Theo's birth at home at 42 weeks

I was fortunate enough to have my first baby at home and I knew I wanted to do exactly the same when I found out I was expecting baby number two. I trusted my body more than ever and spent my time during the pregnancy doing online yoga classes and listening to my hypnobirthing tracks.

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Annie's story - Ellis' birth at home

When it came to Ellis actually being born, it was so physical, like you said it would be. My body took over and I just had to go with it. It was not a cognitive process at all, although I did have cognitive thoughts during it, a bit like observations. I could feel his head moving down and crowning and then back up again and thinking once his head's out we're there. I also really felt the stretch and thought I might tear (I didn't) but didn't even really care. Andrew reminded me to do 'gaa' breathing at the end which was definitely a good thing.

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Zheela's VBAC story - Leena's birth

I made very different decisions the first time around. Back then, I trusted others more than I trusted myself. Then, I found myself in a terrifying environment with a student who couldn’t figure out how to plug in the monitoring machine, a hesitant midwife, meconium, a two hour wait in triage, a full moon, a drip, an epidural, an emergency caesarean and 7 days in a high risk ward.

Not this time.

This time I will not start the clock on my first contraction. Nor will I let anyone else. I tell no one but my doula. Not my husband. Not my mother. I want no Whatsapps. I want no concerned family. I sleep.

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one mother's musings on birth - what's going on?

Clare's thoughts on birth - what is going on?

My interest in birth is deep and feels very instinctive. I want to help change this horrid cycle that seems to be have taken hold. I know there will be people thinking - why do I care SO much about birth, especially as my family is probably complete. But it’s everything – it’s just SO important.

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Luise's story - Matilda's birth

I had the birth I had dreamed of and visualised during my whole pregnancy. A natural birth in our own home.

I felt some surges starting at 11pm on Tuesday 25th July. They were manageable and exciting. I would sometimes go on all fours and other times sort of doze through them and hug my husband Ben.

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Ruth's story - an unexpected induction

I wanted to share my birth story as I know induction can be a big fear for lots of people, But it doesn't have to be the end of the road in terms of a positive birth. Our son Sebastian was born weighing 6lb 15oz following a positive induction and it was the most amazing experience. I

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Louisa's positive cesarean

I had a c-section with our first child due to placenta previa and he was rushed straight to neonatal which made for a tough start on the feeding front. Pregnancy number 2 (twins!) and I was determined to make the caesarean a more positive experience. We did lots of preparation beforehand, both mentally and practically. Lots of yoga, breathing techniques and discussions re. music, lavender, and even an eyemask (helping me to rest while we were waiting to go into theatre) so that I was able to feel very calm, and in charge. But what also helped was putting some planning into the feeding this time round. l expressed colostrum in advance and that really saved the day for us.

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Jenny's story - Max's birth

I have always been a planner and organiser. I like to be in control too. As a teacher I thrive on routine and knowing what is coming and when. So in many respects, pregnancy was unknown territory and therefore a challenge for me.

Consequently I decided to take matters in to my own hands and learn as much as I could about birth as possible. It helped to remove some of the uncertainty. I didn't do it by reading forums and different books. I did it in a more hands-on way, by attending a weekly yoga and birth preparation class where I met friends and my future doula. Feeling my way towards what I needed to know felt a lot more useful and practical than reading and learning facts.

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Amy's story - Connie's birth in water

On the day before my due date my Mum and Dad came to London for the day to give me a hand with Grace my two year old. We had a lovely day and walked along the river in Richmond in the sun. It was quite a way and that evening I had some slightly more painful tightenings – I had had these for about 8 weeks but they felt a little different.

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Charlotte's story - Elliot's birth

I had always envisaged that I would give birth in water, so when I fell pregnant back in April 2017 I started researching the different options of where to give birth.

My sister had successfully had two home water births and this definitely helped influence my decision.

I was lucky enough to have a straightforward pregnancy and was deemed to be low risk. I attended hypnobirthing classes and went to yoga weekly and had reflexology towards the end of my pregnancy. I wanted to be in tune with my body and my baby, and have an active pregnancy.

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Cat's story

After my first birth I never thought I'd be able to say that I had a 'good birth story'. It felt like a bit of a myth. Surely these people weren't telling the truth?

My first birth was a induction at 39+5 which went much along the lines of all other bad induction stories I've heard since. I felt like I was going into hospital to be looked after and my baby would brought into the world in the best way possible. The reality was very different. I was scared, alone, uninformed and taken along the conveyor-belt of the labour ward and then, after a forceps delivery in theatre I faced a long and painful recovery. It took me three years to get myself into a place where I could face doing it again. I knew this time we would have to do something differently. I joined a positive birthing yoga class on a recommendation from a friend and hired a doula.

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Jacqueline's story

I wanted a home birth originally but my husband was dead set against it. However, he did like the fact that I would have home antenatal appointments with the same midwives, of which two of them would be dedicated to me during my labour. We agreed I would stay at home as long as I was comfortable. Secondly, as loving as my husband is, he was also not willing or ready to be a birth partner for me. This wasn't a big issue for me as I found a doula and immediately connected with her and trusted her as my birth partner.

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Kate's story

This is my absolute favourite photo as I slept in the birthing pool. After three years of trying to fall pregnant and 30 weeks of active birth yoga classes, I felt so excited to meet my much longed for baby and to become a Mum.

I went into labour naturally at 42 weeks. My labour was around 14 hours, most of which I laboured at home then went into hospital for the delivery.

I had the water birth I dreamed of, and breathed my baby out with no gas, drugs or intervention at all. I had written in my birth plan that I was not to be touched or spoken to and this was respected and I felt the strongest and most powerful that I have ever done in my life. I was totally in control and was doing this like nature intended. My beautiful little girl was born in her amniotic sac weighing in at 8lb 12oz.

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Sally's story

I wasn't necessarily an obvious candidate for a home birth having had a previous caesarean with my first daughter. But, the first experience had taught me that my best chance to have a baby would be somewhere I felt comfortable and I wanted to avoid the whole 'when to go into hospital?' conundrum and the fairly hideous car journey to get there in the midst of contractions.



I did lots of my own reading and research to ensure that I felt confident in my decision to have a home birth. I also discussed it - but only with people whose views I trusted and respected. I valued the excellent support and advice from the clinical team at Kingston Hospital.

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Jade's Story

A letter of congratulation to... me.

Dear me,

You may not remember the she-woman that you became in the early hours of 26th October 2017... so let me remind you.

Hmmm. Ok well - it didn’t quite go as “planned”.

Suffice to say that you went against every point made in your everso funny birth plan (we’ll come back to its hilarity later)

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Baz’s story

Empowering, connected and amazing is how I'd describe the experience I had delivering my second born.
Seventeen months ago it was the complete opposite and I was left feeling weak, powerless and out of control. When I found out that I was pregnant again my initial reaction was that I needed to get into hospital at the first sign of a twinge and get as many pain killers as possible . Thankfully I went down a different path.

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Gemma’s story - Tommy's birth

At 5am or thereabouts, on a cold morning in December, I woke up with a slight discomfort. My waters broke. I was amazed, terrified, exhilarated and bewildered. I called out to my husband from the toilet ‘Andy, it’s started!’.

I was aware it could still be a very, very long time before we met our baby so reassured Andy we should just get back into bed and sleep.

Within 30 minutes or so mild contractions had started, but I still wanted to stay in bed and was almost in denial about what was happening. I wanted our doula to know that things might be unfolding, so sent her a text and then carried on pretending it was a usual Monday morning.

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